Gosh ! my latest post was 2 months ago . Didn't realize that I'd been neglected my blog for so long . Anyways , it's not like i got tons of thing to post so ... yea , whatever  =p

I've been trying pretty to diet and trust me , it ain't easy at all especially for me cause i am freaking lazy . i don't do exercise , i don't go for gym , yoga and bla bla bla .. And i was wondering how am i suppose to be thin when i do nothing at all ? * swt * A friend of mine lost 5kgs and i am so jealous cause whenever she lost weight , her waist is getting smaller and i think she can fit in size 23 soon . How i wish my waist is 23 or  24 or 25 * sob *


I seriously miss the time where i was so thin and everyone keep asking me to eat more . Nowadays people ask me not to eat so much cause i gained weight and now i look like a ball . Plump plump face , flabby arms , fat thighs and big tummy * sigh * .


Oh god , i feel like killing myself . I'm regret for eating like a monster when i was at Hong Kong , take a look at me now . Disappointed to the max and you know what ? My boy and his friends are having dim sum now and i told him to bring back some for me . gg.com

I guess i need to do something soon . Something that can make me lost weight in 2 weeks time . If you have any remedy to lost weight do let me know , I SERIOUSLY NEED IT BADLY !

KungKung 90th's birthday

Please do not complain about my blog . I know my blog is very dull and bored and blah blah blah ... For your information , i am no hardcore blogger and I don't even log in frequently to check out my blog so ........  yeah , i am lazy =p

I don't wanna talk much . If you have already checked my album in facebook you will know how happening it  was . I mean the foods =___=

There is a few dishes that i didn't capture cause i was busy eating my foods =p

the appetizer


shark fin soup


suckling pig


patin fish ?? idk how to spell =.=


tofu


stewed duck


' sau min '


' sau pau '


dessert


kungkung's birthday cake

for all who was born in may =)

Oh ya , i forgot to tell you that he is not my KungKung , my sayang's KungKung -______- My kungkung passed away few years ago .
PAISEH

Anyway , happy birthday to kungkung once again and that's all for today . My fingers cramp !! ><

Holla !

I'm back , miss me ? Please say YES !

What you guys up to recently ? 

Clubbing ? Movies ? Yumcha ? Home session ?

Let me tell you what I'm up to recently .

I'm being a good girlfriend recently ( i mean i'm always a good gf =p ) 

Wake up in the morning feelin' like a bini

Put my glasses on , I'm out the door

I'm gonna hit the kitchen

Before he leave cook breakfast for my beloved bi

Cause when he leave to college I can't get him food LOL

I know it doesn't rhymes but I enjoy writing it for fun =p

F

First day of college , I cooked his favorite instant noodles

 

Typical breakfast ( i know the sausage is a bit ugly )

On the third day , I didn't cook for him NOT because I'm lazy . He told me not to wake up so early to cook for him , he want me to rest more . And he said he ate too much , he wanna diet . Hahahaha .. 

I laughed at him and said  ' you wanna diet ? HAHAHAHAHA '  

Very bad kan ? I mean myself xD 

Anyway , I'm thinking what to cook for him as breakfast next time . I want to be a 98% good gf . Why do I say 98% ? 

Cause nobody is 100% perfect =)

 

Hmm.....

I think I am one of the luckiest person in the world . I am not referring to what branded stuffs I got or where I've been to nor how much I can spend . I'm referring to my life which I had now that fulled of love . Some people might not be so lucky like me so I think I don't understand why they can be so emotional 365 days . Like I said , I might not be understand this can be happened cause I've never really been through it . 

But one thing that I don't understand is since you know being sad and emo like this doesn't bring any benefits to you then why don't you just dump those sad memories like you dump a piece of tissue into the dustbin ? Guess that it will be better for anyone around you and of course it is good for yourself too . At least you don't have to suffer in mentally or maybe physically . 

I know this is not easy to be accomplish but I believe that if you have the will to do so then nothing will bring you down . Frankly speaking , think of your friends around you that watching you got mentally tortured . Don't you feel bad about it ? There's nothing in this world is more important than yourself . Treat yourself better , love yourself more and give yourself some times to relax . Take a break , get some fresh air , have fun with your friends . 

Don't be a pessimist , it will just makes situation getting worse . Try to think optimistically and look for the bright side . Thus , don't ever push yourself too hard till you can't breath , till you felt that there's nothing in this world that worth for you to be a happy person . Just try your best and I believe everyone can be a happy person .


Good luck 
And have faith in yourself 

♥

At the age of 22 , I am still wondering the real definition of good friends . Sometimes I felt grateful that God has granted me some good friends . But whenever I felt that I am lucky enough to have good friends in my life , something just pulled me out and got me thinking about multifaceted .

Some people said that it wouldn't be hard to get a real good friend at the young age cause apparently we might have the same lifestyle , same hobby , same interest and same issues that we might encounter that allow us to share our stories or maybe try to seek for opinions instead of telling it to the adults . Guess most of the people don't do this cause you know ... orang muda ....

So when you thought that you already had a good friend , or maybe more than one good friends , you will share everything with them , trying to correct them when they aren't doing right thing or maybe giving some advises so that it could help them at least a lil bit even though nothing much you can do . They might looked thankful and touched during that moment but you wouldn't know how will they react after you leave or behind your back . 

Sometimes it got me into a situation where I couldn't differentiate whether what I did is helping them to make them feel better or making them to hate me more . I felt guilty for not playing my role as a friend when it is needed . But when I try my best to do my part , it is not really acceptable or they might think that I am here to teach them this and that , trying to act like a big sister . 

Don't you feel that being a real good friend is not easy at all ? Honestly , I will definitely   say YES ! I AM SO DAMN  AGREE WITH IT . So I think I should just keep quiet , don't get involved and don't ask so much . Guess this is the best way not to be hated by anyone . 

Am I being too pessimist ? Yes,sometimes. But do you know why ? I've met too many disappointment and frustration . Too much of disappointment that caused me lack of trust towards friendship .  


Anyway, no matter how hard it will be , I'll try my best to face it and look for the bright side . I believe that nothing you can't do if you have the enthusiasm and of course you need to believe into yourself that you can do it . 


I will keep doing my part as a friend until I am not needed =)

Too tired to blog today . Didn't really had a good sleep since I came back from PD and today I woke up early again . Sigh ... What's wrong with me T.T

Will update my blog tomorrow if I can lol

Good night world 

Good night my love Joseph Yew 

PS : My bibi's sleeping is shoooooooooo cute ! And he is so deep sleep till he couldn't feel anything when I kiss him teehee

I LOVE YOU SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !

Jeng jeng jeng !!! I'm back ! =)
Miss me ? Please say yes hehe

Yay !! At last I went up to Genting last saturday with bunch of friends , sons and daughter . And you know what ? I am fucking pissed at myself . I missed the free show at Genting . My son , Wai kin , Ho yin and my friend Uncle Chan called me like 13 times to wake me up and I didn't even heard the vibration till 8 in the night I woke up and I realized that gg la .. I missed the show d
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ... How can I missed it !?


Sigh .. never mind then .. At least I got to went up there and meet them at Starbucks . We had chit chat session about games , the show , cars and this is our wonder girl's all time favorite , GOSSIP !!! Heh , kinda bad right gossip about others but what to do . Woman's nature LOL

Then Wai yian show me something really funny and I laughed like omg ! Almost ki siao @@
Its a game in her Iphone , very funny and interesting . First of all you need to take a picture of anyone you like . Then you edit the picture in the position then save it . Then the next thing you need to is WHACK him / her ! Then you'll see his / her eyes got swollen , blue-black and sort of it . I don't know how to explain here and I'll ask her whats the name of that game I'll share it with you all . Its really fun and I bet you will laugh like me ! xD


I gotta off to bed soon but before that , not forgetting to upload some pictures that I took on that day =)

oh ya , after Genting we went to kepong for Bak kut teh too . And again , I laughed like hell at there cause Yin and Antonio .. HAHAHAHAHAHAA .. Malaysia vs Korea

Low profile ? You ? You're low profile ? Ahh ... mou soh la .. You LAN got low profile meh .. Stop acting la


I just don't understand why ordinary peoples wanna create a fan page and at the same time they act like they are very low profile . Why ah ? If you're really a low profile person then you won't wanna create a fan page and you don 't need it . 

Since the moment you create a fan page then you've already expected what will come out from people's mouth . If that's not in your prepared list then delete the fan page and be who you are .

Why you wanna create a fan page for yourself when you're no well known people or celebrities ? Whats the point ? Ahh .. I know , wanna be famous =) Am i right ? You might be saying I just wanna promote my shop through my name . Wahh .. you're so generous .. Sacrificed your name for the shop . Hah .. I ain't a 3 years old kid , just admit it that you wanna be famous . 


When people talk about you , just keep quiet and don't give a damn la .. Why must you act like you don't like people to talk about and act like you're very low profile .. You're not tired of acting meh ? Or you're happy and syok deep inside your heart but you don't wanna express it out in front of peoples than you act like you very dulan ? 

Wah ... you're kinda .... FAKE ah .. Then you create the fan page for fuck ah .. DELETE la .. Since you wanna be low profile and unknown . 

SAU PEI LA SEI FAKER !!

Holla peoples ! How are you feeling today ? I hope you guys are doing well and stay healthy . 

I had a very crazy stomachache and it caused me insomnia and diarrhea . I don't remember what I consumed till it pain till I barely cry T.T .. I woke up in the midnight and went to toilet for few times .. And still it doesn't get better . How I wish my mom was there to take care of me .

And for your information , I'm not staying with my mom anymore . The last time we stayed together is November 2008 and it was almost 2 years ago .. Never had the chance to stay under one roof since then cause mom moved to somewhere near OUG . 

I remember back then when I was still with her , and if I'm having stomachache and she will do something to make me feel better and it will be a soup . She will serve me with the bowl of soup and wait for me to finish it and ask me to go to bed and get some good rest . Now , since she's no longer here to cook for me then I gotta learn to take care myself . I ain't a lil kid anymore she said . I have to learn to be independent and be able to take care myself . So I did learn to be independent and now I can cook for myself and I got myself the soup that she always cook for me whenever my stomach hurts .

First of all , prepare some ginger and slice it .

 
Then prepare the eggs . Its depends on yourself how many eggs you want your soup to be and add in some salt to make it taste better then stir it

Then fried the gingers until you can smell the aroma 

 

Add in the eggs and fried it together with the gingers till it is cooked 

Then add it into a boiling water and add some sesame oil so it will be more fragrant . Add in a lil bit of salt so the soup won't be tasteless and let it boil for 10 - 15 minutes till you smell the aroma 

 

Then serve it while it is still hot so that you're stomach will feel better . And for your information , you can eat it together with rice or noodles . Not only to make you feel better , it fills in your stomach too .

This soup really makes me feel better , I hope it helps you too whenever your stomach hurts or not feeling well . And it reminds me of my mom when she is around . I kinda miss my mom .. Those days she cook for us .. I shall ask mom to cook for me one day and i kinda miss her not very tasty dishes heh =p

 

 

Omg.. Take a look at my latest post . I mean the one before this , it was on November 2009 ! And now its already the end of February 2010 @@

Nah... I'm not a really blogger . I created this account just to kill my boredom and express my anger and feeling whenever I feel like wanna share . 

Tons of issues I've been facing during these past 3 months . Its kinda tiring actually when you try to fix something with all your heart and soul and at the end it doesn't works .. jeez ! 


But you know what ? I'm really happy and I'm thankful for what I had now . This is the first time that I really felt that I'm not alone . The girls , my beloved wonder girls ... Its been so long that I never experienced sisterly love until I met them . 

So , what you've been doing all these while ? Let me tell what I did . Fuhhh ... Long story and I'm kinda lazy , let me straight to the point . I had been camwhoring when I got nothing to do lol

 

Then I got to know that Sarah and Fujia got themself a ' son ' and he is soooooooooooooooooooo cute till i couldn't control myself and play with him like a kid ! 

 

Then , I went to Maison with the brothers and sisters . It was a School uniform party but I only saw few of them who dressed according to the theme and one of them is my beloved brother Edwyn chua !! 

 

I guess that's all for today cause there is too much too post and I am quite tired . I didn't really sleep well cause I had diarrhea and had been coughing badly during my sleep . I gotta get myself a really good rest and oh yeah ! I gained weight and I look freaking plump now !! Grrrrrrrr ...! I gotta diet man , seriously . Even though I know that it ain't gonna be easy for me but still I will try my best and work it out . I swear to god that I will diet ! 1000000000000000000000% yes to diet !! So guys , don't ask me out for foods again and do control me if I can't control myself @@


Good night world , and Oh God , please show your mercy to Ah Hong . He is too young to face this . And I knew you did your job , to hear our prayers and make it come true . So , thank you for blessing him and I pray once again that he will get well soon . 

Peace ♥