Gosh ! my latest post was 2 months ago . Didn't realize that I'd been neglected my blog for so long . Anyways , it's not like i got tons of thing to post so ... yea , whatever  =p

I've been trying pretty to diet and trust me , it ain't easy at all especially for me cause i am freaking lazy . i don't do exercise , i don't go for gym , yoga and bla bla bla .. And i was wondering how am i suppose to be thin when i do nothing at all ? * swt * A friend of mine lost 5kgs and i am so jealous cause whenever she lost weight , her waist is getting smaller and i think she can fit in size 23 soon . How i wish my waist is 23 or  24 or 25 * sob *


I seriously miss the time where i was so thin and everyone keep asking me to eat more . Nowadays people ask me not to eat so much cause i gained weight and now i look like a ball . Plump plump face , flabby arms , fat thighs and big tummy * sigh * .


Oh god , i feel like killing myself . I'm regret for eating like a monster when i was at Hong Kong , take a look at me now . Disappointed to the max and you know what ? My boy and his friends are having dim sum now and i told him to bring back some for me . gg.com

I guess i need to do something soon . Something that can make me lost weight in 2 weeks time . If you have any remedy to lost weight do let me know , I SERIOUSLY NEED IT BADLY !

KungKung 90th's birthday

Please do not complain about my blog . I know my blog is very dull and bored and blah blah blah ... For your information , i am no hardcore blogger and I don't even log in frequently to check out my blog so ........  yeah , i am lazy =p

I don't wanna talk much . If you have already checked my album in facebook you will know how happening it  was . I mean the foods =___=

There is a few dishes that i didn't capture cause i was busy eating my foods =p

the appetizer


shark fin soup


suckling pig


patin fish ?? idk how to spell =.=


tofu


stewed duck


' sau min '


' sau pau '


dessert


kungkung's birthday cake

for all who was born in may =)

Oh ya , i forgot to tell you that he is not my KungKung , my sayang's KungKung -______- My kungkung passed away few years ago .
PAISEH

Anyway , happy birthday to kungkung once again and that's all for today . My fingers cramp !! ><

Holla !

I'm back , miss me ? Please say YES !

What you guys up to recently ? 

Clubbing ? Movies ? Yumcha ? Home session ?

Let me tell you what I'm up to recently .

I'm being a good girlfriend recently ( i mean i'm always a good gf =p ) 

Wake up in the morning feelin' like a bini

Put my glasses on , I'm out the door

I'm gonna hit the kitchen

Before he leave cook breakfast for my beloved bi

Cause when he leave to college I can't get him food LOL

I know it doesn't rhymes but I enjoy writing it for fun =p

F

First day of college , I cooked his favorite instant noodles

 

Typical breakfast ( i know the sausage is a bit ugly )

On the third day , I didn't cook for him NOT because I'm lazy . He told me not to wake up so early to cook for him , he want me to rest more . And he said he ate too much , he wanna diet . Hahahaha .. 

I laughed at him and said  ' you wanna diet ? HAHAHAHAHA '  

Very bad kan ? I mean myself xD 

Anyway , I'm thinking what to cook for him as breakfast next time . I want to be a 98% good gf . Why do I say 98% ? 

Cause nobody is 100% perfect =)

 

Hmm.....

I think I am one of the luckiest person in the world . I am not referring to what branded stuffs I got or where I've been to nor how much I can spend . I'm referring to my life which I had now that fulled of love . Some people might not be so lucky like me so I think I don't understand why they can be so emotional 365 days . Like I said , I might not be understand this can be happened cause I've never really been through it . 

But one thing that I don't understand is since you know being sad and emo like this doesn't bring any benefits to you then why don't you just dump those sad memories like you dump a piece of tissue into the dustbin ? Guess that it will be better for anyone around you and of course it is good for yourself too . At least you don't have to suffer in mentally or maybe physically . 

I know this is not easy to be accomplish but I believe that if you have the will to do so then nothing will bring you down . Frankly speaking , think of your friends around you that watching you got mentally tortured . Don't you feel bad about it ? There's nothing in this world is more important than yourself . Treat yourself better , love yourself more and give yourself some times to relax . Take a break , get some fresh air , have fun with your friends . 

Don't be a pessimist , it will just makes situation getting worse . Try to think optimistically and look for the bright side . Thus , don't ever push yourself too hard till you can't breath , till you felt that there's nothing in this world that worth for you to be a happy person . Just try your best and I believe everyone can be a happy person .


Good luck 
And have faith in yourself 

♥

At the age of 22 , I am still wondering the real definition of good friends . Sometimes I felt grateful that God has granted me some good friends . But whenever I felt that I am lucky enough to have good friends in my life , something just pulled me out and got me thinking about multifaceted .

Some people said that it wouldn't be hard to get a real good friend at the young age cause apparently we might have the same lifestyle , same hobby , same interest and same issues that we might encounter that allow us to share our stories or maybe try to seek for opinions instead of telling it to the adults . Guess most of the people don't do this cause you know ... orang muda ....

So when you thought that you already had a good friend , or maybe more than one good friends , you will share everything with them , trying to correct them when they aren't doing right thing or maybe giving some advises so that it could help them at least a lil bit even though nothing much you can do . They might looked thankful and touched during that moment but you wouldn't know how will they react after you leave or behind your back . 

Sometimes it got me into a situation where I couldn't differentiate whether what I did is helping them to make them feel better or making them to hate me more . I felt guilty for not playing my role as a friend when it is needed . But when I try my best to do my part , it is not really acceptable or they might think that I am here to teach them this and that , trying to act like a big sister . 

Don't you feel that being a real good friend is not easy at all ? Honestly , I will definitely   say YES ! I AM SO DAMN  AGREE WITH IT . So I think I should just keep quiet , don't get involved and don't ask so much . Guess this is the best way not to be hated by anyone . 

Am I being too pessimist ? Yes,sometimes. But do you know why ? I've met too many disappointment and frustration . Too much of disappointment that caused me lack of trust towards friendship .  


Anyway, no matter how hard it will be , I'll try my best to face it and look for the bright side . I believe that nothing you can't do if you have the enthusiasm and of course you need to believe into yourself that you can do it . 


I will keep doing my part as a friend until I am not needed =)

Too tired to blog today . Didn't really had a good sleep since I came back from PD and today I woke up early again . Sigh ... What's wrong with me T.T

Will update my blog tomorrow if I can lol

Good night world 

Good night my love Joseph Yew 

PS : My bibi's sleeping is shoooooooooo cute ! And he is so deep sleep till he couldn't feel anything when I kiss him teehee

I LOVE YOU SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !

Jeng jeng jeng !!! I'm back ! =)
Miss me ? Please say yes hehe

Yay !! At last I went up to Genting last saturday with bunch of friends , sons and daughter . And you know what ? I am fucking pissed at myself . I missed the free show at Genting . My son , Wai kin , Ho yin and my friend Uncle Chan called me like 13 times to wake me up and I didn't even heard the vibration till 8 in the night I woke up and I realized that gg la .. I missed the show d
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ... How can I missed it !?


Sigh .. never mind then .. At least I got to went up there and meet them at Starbucks . We had chit chat session about games , the show , cars and this is our wonder girl's all time favorite , GOSSIP !!! Heh , kinda bad right gossip about others but what to do . Woman's nature LOL

Then Wai yian show me something really funny and I laughed like omg ! Almost ki siao @@
Its a game in her Iphone , very funny and interesting . First of all you need to take a picture of anyone you like . Then you edit the picture in the position then save it . Then the next thing you need to is WHACK him / her ! Then you'll see his / her eyes got swollen , blue-black and sort of it . I don't know how to explain here and I'll ask her whats the name of that game I'll share it with you all . Its really fun and I bet you will laugh like me ! xD


I gotta off to bed soon but before that , not forgetting to upload some pictures that I took on that day =)

oh ya , after Genting we went to kepong for Bak kut teh too . And again , I laughed like hell at there cause Yin and Antonio .. HAHAHAHAHAHAA .. Malaysia vs Korea